If any of you have been paying attention, you’ll know that I am not doing well mentally.
There have been a lot of things going on here. And it has been stressing me out to the point that I’m having anxiety attacks, disassociation, and lashing out.
I’m getting angry at the stupidest things, not eating, not sleeping and not well if at all. I can’t focus on writing. And even reading, my usual go-to when I need to turn my brain off isn’t enjoyable.
So I’m going to take a break. I’m going to work on getting healthy again. That means quitting some bad habits, dialing back all the things I do on a daily basis, and working on reducing stress.
The stress is due to financial stuff mostly, so I’m working on a couple things to help with that. I’ll still be here to do pre-scheduled book reviews, but for the next little while, I don’t know how long, but I’m shooting for at least two weeks of de-stressing.
Today was day 1 of this change, starting with decluttering the house (I spend an abnormal amount of time organizing things in my head when I don’t have much to begin with).
There are things I need to do, things I want to do. I’m buckling down to make those changes.
Wish me luck, guys.